Missing You / Mommy
They say that with each day that passes it get easier, but so far that’s not true. I still miss you just as much as I did three weeks ago. The house is quiet without you, even with your brother running around screaming "Buzz Lightyear - To infinity and beyond"
I don’t think that it will ever get easier, just normal. I don’t like normal, I miss you and all the things I looked forward to. Your baths, your hair and of course your clothes and that’s just the things I’m missing right now. I’m not even mentioning the future.
I wonder if you would have been a tomboy or a girly-girl? I have a feeling you would have been a bit of both. Some day you looked like me, or should I say your brother while others think you took after your daddy. He misses you too, so much.
You were his little girl, and even thought you are in heaven you will always be his little girl, our first daughter. We had so many hopes and dreams, like most parents do, but I so looked forward to seeing they type of person you would have been. Your brother amazes me each and everyday with something new and I will miss having that chance with you.
I guess that’s why I am keeping this web site, so I can keep all the memories I have of you in a safe place where I can look back and remember. I want to remember how I felt the first time you moved to the horrible pain I felt when you stopped moving. You have became our guardian angel and I know that someday I will once again hold you in my arms, but until then I will miss you, love you and think of you each and everyday.
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